I am 11 days past the point in my last pregnancy where Natalie decided to make her quick and dramatic arrival. For me, I am in totally uncharted territory. However, I am SO over it. I am ready to be done being pregnant. I want this baby girl to be born already and I can start to feel a little more human again. I still haven’t reached my goal for this pregnancy quite yet though. I am only 35 weeks, 4 days right now. I want to at least get to 36 weeks (Sunday) and preferably 37 weeks (two Sundays from now).
This Sunday marks two months since my sister left us. There really isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about her, miss her, and wish she was still here. She was so young. I know that God decided that her journey was complete but it sure left a hole in the rest of us. I have been keeping a journal through CaringBridge to help me process through my emotions as we learn to live without her here with us. I think its really helped. I know it will help me remember down the road.